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this is where you read about my life. day to day. sounds exciting doesnt it?
Tuesday, December 31
oh yeah! thanks jenni :) for buying me that annie tape hahaha.. ;)
i think ive been having a quite productive end of the year. i mean, socially i guess you could say. well, saturday.. i went out for the "last saturday of the year." haha. it was fun. :) hMm ended up talking in the car for about 4 hours. car conversations are the best though. anyway-- sunday was lots of fun! ;) i went to this "pre new years" party at my mommys restaraunt and got to see all my cousins/aunties :) they tried to force us into singing karaoke. *hrmph. but we had none of that. haha we were the only "american" kids there. hahah. it was fun though :) and the food was really good! later, i went to my cousins house to continue our conversation about boys x) and what not. haha. then we started to play kingdom hearts. that game is SO awesome! and the characters are voiced by so many famous people! well, later around 11 or 12 my aunt decides to bring out the surpirse cake for my cousins birthday :) it was nice. haha she turned 17! well, after that, we watched my cousin play kingdom hearts for a while longer and reminisced about old times. ahh it was so fun. and we were going to sleep over.. but hmm we didnt haha. well, me and jenni drove home around 3 am. and stayed up until about 6 doing nothing. well, later in the afternoon, jenni called my mom to ask her what time we were supposed to meet to go out to eat with the family [again] and she was asking us where we were. when we told her we were home she was so surprised. she thought we were at my cousins house all night and didnt even know we came home at all! hahaha.. what a loser. :) anyway, today we went out with the cousins/aunties again. to my moms restaraunt again. hmm it was lots of fun as usual. we told scary stories lol. they were going to come over too! but, we moved it to tomorrow night ;) so ill get to spend new years with them! ;)
as for new years.. i think im going to to go this thai temple that i go to... almost every year. we chant this thing 108 times.. it doesnt seem like that much.. but its pretty long. and.. damn.. when people get "blessed" they get ruthless.. and start shoving and everything.. crazy. hah.. well.. hmmm yes :)
thats it.
Saturday, December 28
today was a very alone day for me. i woke up and i was home alone.. and ive been sitting here all day--alone. ugh. im so pathetic. but, i guess im gonna go out later tonight. man. its a saturday night.. i just realized that. the last saturday of the year for that matter. :\ oh well. im gonna go for a drive.
mwahaha do you like it? the new template that is... :) i think it nice. something different. a diversion from my usual gloomy one x). and it was about time for change. and what better time than the new year yeah? haha. well.. lately, i think me and nicky have been getting closer. :) im happy. because for a while i felt a kind of dry spell in our relationship and i know he did too. hmm.. but im glad things are more on track than ever now.. and man, the psychic connection is crazy with this one hahaha. i think you really might be my bestest friend neil ;).. okay im bored... gonna go.. hmm think ;)
Thursday, December 26
argh. i feel like im wasting my break like none other. but then again i have nothing to do. and no one to spend it with. *hrmph. i kind of really feel sorry for myself. hahaha. but, when people ask me to go out and stuff i kind of just make excuses. partly because i am DEAD broke. and partly because i just dont want to see them. im not really mean, im just confused about what i want. seriously. about so many things. ahh. maybe less thinking will be better for me ;P
blah. i have to pee. as usual.
Wednesday, December 25
hmm just taking time to quote some brilliant minds.. and dedicate their words to the people who inspire me. you guys know who you are :) my family of friends..
"The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him."-- Ralph Waldo Emerson
"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to a new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same." --Flavia Weedn
"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked." --Bernard Meltzer
"A friend is someone who sees through you and still enjoys the view." --Wilma Askinas
i Y all of you.
merry christmas
to all of you :) & especially to me! mwahahaha. this christmas, personally, was pretty whack. man. i sat on the couch all day and watched the never ending story I & II the lamest part is that i hate that movie. haha. after that, i watched gremlins. the weird part is that my mom actually stayed home today! but i didnt even talk to her. she just stayed in her room and i sat in the living room.. but who am i kidding. last christmas was the same. blah. maybe new years will provide some excitement ;)
well, last night (christmas eve) i went to essie's. which was ALOT of fun! ;) i was happy that i got to see her for the first time in months! we talked about a lot of boy stuff hahaha.. and she had some good suggestions for me (you temptress, you) lol.
tomorrow i am looking forward to more cotillion practice. shit! i just realized that i need shoes. man. oh well. okay.. argh.
im so full from my christmas dinner of spam & rice XP my family is whack & so is christmas. ahaha. but who knows.. i still have 4 hours left >:]
Tuesday, December 24
hmm. usually i dont really mind when people call asb "gay sb" because people are always entitled to their own opinion. but, it annoys me when people go out of their way to talk about how much they hate asb when they really dont know much about it. people claim that we call ourselves the "leaders" of the school and are some type of elite group. but asb has never said that nor have we ever been unwelcoming to other people who have approached us. we never said that we were better than anyone. much less the people who decide to single asb out to harass them. people just like to assume things that they have no control over. they always say that asb is a popularity contest. but take me for example. i ran for publicity-- which is an elected office. and i lost. to be honest i put my heart into that and i didnt get it. so, i guess im not "popular" but i could honestly care less. i just really wanted to participate more in activities around school. so i went for appointed. *this type of office is not usually talked about among people who bad mouth asb*. this requires an interview with an entire panel of people. didnt know that did you? and no. these people cant just pick their friends because they are randomly picked students as well as kids who are in charge of things like yearbook and newspaper. also, a lot of the decision is up to mr. mac. whos been in charge of activities for several years now. its like people who dont like asb think of us as a group rather than a bunch of individuals. they never really think of the people in asb... several of whom i think they know and like. but they just see those people as "exceptions."
sometimes i just wish people could see all of the things that asb really has to do. all the dirty work behind the events that go on.
and is it just me, or is it that everyone whos not really involved with events are the people that hate asb. maybe its easier to criticize something that youve never remotely participated huh? and people are always annoyed that asb doesnt "inform them enough" but, maybe if they stopped to listen to the bulletin or took their own time to find things out rather than sitting on their asses... they would be better "informed." also, i just want to say for the record that asb does NOT get special privliges. we have to go through every process that the normal student does. we dont get into dances for free or get free asb card. *people have actually asked me this. and, asb is NOT in charge of every damn event in the school! sometimes people criticize events and blame it on asb when its not even our responsibility or event.
but really, people can hate on asb all they want. i really dont mind. because im not insecure in who i am or what im trying to accomplish by being in asb. and i dont want people to think that im speaking for asb as a whole-- because im not. im just speaking for myself. and im not trying to single out everyone whos not in asb as a hater either. im sure there are a lot of assholes out there. in asb and not. hah.
finally... i just want to say... honest to god, its just high school! were in here for 4 years and we have a whole life ahead of us. will it really matter then..? no. and i know that. and im just hoping that people open their eyes long enough to realize that too. maybe they should just get over themselves.
Monday, December 23
yaaaaaaay! deagle + erin are coming to my house today :) which means that i dont have to drive, or go out and that the fun comes to me! :) score one for pammy!
blah. im so happy that were on winter break. feels like things should be like this all the time. no school. thats the best.
today i had cotillion practice from 9-3:30 it was quite productive. considering that my partner was actually there.
well. i guess im glad that i have nothing to do over break but at the same time i wish i had something to do.. damn. i want to go out, but not really. maybe im just lazy. argh. i dont even know why i started blogging i have nothing to write about. seeeee ya.
i think im gonna go try that soon doo boo place that everyone keeps talking about. ;| i heard its good.
Sunday, December 22
wow. i havent had time to blog in a while. i guess ill just tell you.. my week.. :)
monday i didnt go to school on monday because of the party on sunday. and bcuz i didnt finish my position papers. well, it was nice to stay home for once. and i got things done. but on monday night/tuesday morning i only got 1.5 hours of sleep. argh. it rained very hard on monday. and it sucks bcuz around my house there arent very many of those sewer dealies... so all of the streets were flooded to the max!
tuesday was the most TIRING day in the world. first off, i only got 1.5 hours of sleep, which WAS my fault, but that basically sucked. after school, i went to buy food and come back to pick up phan and nisha to but gifts for club adopt-a-family. it went really well because we got nice gifts and stayed within our budget almost exactly. after that, around 6:30 i had to head back over to school to decorate the gym for staff breakfast the next day. i did that until about 8:00. because i had to go to bens and tutor. so, i told mr.mac, who gave me this iffy look when i left, and headed over to ben's to help him with his spanish oral until about 9. then, i came home and asked jenni to go with me to buy the 20 poinsettias for center pieces of the staff breakfast. so we headed to ralphs, but they were REALLY expensive, so we then went to walmart and people kept staring at us bcuz we had 2 cartfulls of poinsettias. the lines at the registers were insanely long! and there were so many annoying kids there. then, FINALLY i came home! SOOOOOOOOO exhausted.. i had MAJOR homework to do, but instead just went to sleep.. :P
hmm wednesday was the best day ever. even though i had to wake up at like 6 in the morn to go to dennys and pick up food at 6:45 it just started out being a good day.. because it was jennis birthday!! ;) and partly because of staff breakfast. it went really well and teachers really liked it. i didnt have to go to first or second period either. then, in sixth period eugene asked me to winter formal! i was happy. ;) (but as of now, im not too sure about that *mwahahahaha >;]) hmm, after school, we had cotillion practice so i figured we could quickly get something to eat. so, neil and me decided to go together and instead of taking two cars, said he would just drive me. i was happy, because i hate driving >:\ and so we went to burger king and talked about our boy/girl problems ;) it was really nice. but my hamburger smelled like butter. it was weird. haha. so, afterword, johnny calls neil and says theyre at church's chicken, right by my house, and that they want to meet up there. so, we start heading down there when johnny calls again and says they went to my house to wish jenni a happy birthday. and i thought that was really nice :) but kinda weird. because you know when youre friends are really close when they go to your house and youre not even there yet ;\ hehe. well, when i got there, kristen was also there :) she drove them. well, when i got into the house neil walked to my room and i thought he was being kind of rude. and so, i opened the door, and inside was this big leather swivel-ly chair with a big red ribbon on it!!! ;) wow, it was the nicest gift ever :) from all of them! hahahah.. at first i thought it was kind of random.. but edmond swears that i asked for it :) hahahha.. ahhhhh that was wonderful!! :) the best xmas gift ever :) i love it. and im using it right now :) haha. well, after that, we headed over to cotillion practice, which was kind of a bust, but i came home bcuz me and jenni had a date planned for her birthday!! well, we went to the mall and picked up the tickets for LoftR:two towers (ahhhh! sexy movie!) and went to yummy todai to eat! :) it was VERY nice!! and me and jenni got to spend some quality sister bonding time together ;) at the theater we also saw brandon baker *johnny tsunami! hahaha :) hes kind of weird looking and all his friends were white. and he was ghetto! bcuz he was sitting next to me, but in the aisle. hmmm strange. hehe.
thursdaynothing really out of the ordinary, just mr.macs son came to sixth period to talk to us about his illegal jobs in foreign countries.. i swear he was either high or drunk.. ahh.. he was funny though. when i came home i went crazy xmas shopping. it was SO fun! and i saw this boy derrick at the mall and at walmart. hehe it was funny. well, my friends/secret santa gifts werent that hard to find. but my giving tree gifts were pretty hard to get. knee and elbow pads were sold out EVERYWHERE! or there were only boy ones when i needed girl ones. ;\ well. i got home pretty late and started hw. but, then my mom came home and started to yell at me. about my grades. she kept telling me to try harder and that basically my best effort wasnt good enough. she said that she doesnt want to see my C in math and that i have to do better. or else. mind you that this is the DAY after my sisters birthday (on which she SAID she was coming home early for once to bring her a cake, when really she came home at like 1 in the morning with nothing). well, she kept going on and on and its never happened before, but i told her that she doesnt know what goes on around here anyway because shes NEVER HERE. and she got so mad at me. blah. then she went on to tell me about how messy we are. seriously that is my moms biggest gripe. the way that she yells at me and jenni you would think that its because one of us is a drug dealer and the other one is pregnant. but its really because i didnt do my laundry. god. this is the worst... she kept saying like. no wonder people hit their kids.. because theyre like me and jenni and stuff.. and she kept saying that if we kept acting this way then she would disappear. and i wanted to tell her SO BAD that she could go ahead and do it. she did it to us 10 years ago. whats the difference you know? damn. and she said she was sorry that people couldnt pick their parents and i couldnt agree more. im damn sorry i didnt get to... man. you know, honestly, i still love her. but i cant help but question her judgement as a parent. and sometimes she says the cruelest things in the world. whatever.
friday was the last day before break which was awesome :) everyone exchanged gifts and was happy ;) in all my classes i didnt do ANYTHING! which was the best :) and after cotillion practice after school i just went over to my aunts house to eat and sleep :) which was also wonderful. haha. then i came home, and didnt feel like cleaning and didnt want my mom to bitch so i locked my door and went to sleep at like 9 or 10. man.
saturday i woke up REALLY early, bcuz im used to basically getting 6 hrs of sleep a night. so i woke up around 5:30 and moped around trying to go back to sleep. finally, i woke up and got ready to go to cotillion practice at 9 in the morning, but my mom was home and i couldnt leave until she did because she would definatley have yelled at me again. ugh. so, i got to practice and danced by myself because NICKY my partner was NOT there AGAIN :| blah. ill lead him damnit. so, practice ended about 2:30 and i asked kristen to help me make the food for the banquet and she said yes :) so, i came home and cleaned a bit. decided what to make and headed to kristens house and the market at about 4:00. so, at kristens i met shelli :) her friend. who is a very cute girl i might add ;) she seems so nice hehe. well, after i went to the banquet which was lots of fun. even though not that many people went and because i lost my date :) hahaha. well, yeah, i got home about 3:30am and talked to jenni about stuff and fell asleep on the couch as usual. blah. now im blogging :) hahha. damn that was long. ugh. i have SO much stuff to do. and im so hungry. and so home alone. XP
Monday, December 16
tonight was fun. SO FUN. but at the same time VERY hectic. i dont know where all the time went. well, for starters, ill review the weekend:
saturday, december 14
i woke up around 9 just to do things around the house and got ready to go to dianas cotillion practice around 11. i called her to tell her i was going to be about 15 min. late, but instead it turned out to be about an HOUR. ;\ eep. its okay though. there, we learned formation and a little bit of new stuff. but, it was hard to dance considering that my PARTNER *nicky, was NOT there! >;\ hmm. i can really understand how diana was annoyed now. ;P god knows i would be. well, later on during practice i talked to diana about putting johnny in the cotillion and she was all for it and when i called him, so was he. soo hooray! johnnys in the cotillion now! :D later, i left practice and got home. rested for about an hour and suddenly my dad calls me.. to lecture me, once again, about my car, the alarm, and its maintenence.... he thinks that i dont know what the little lights on my car mean. *hrmph. but, basically, he came over in this angry mood telling me that i dont know what im doing and so on. then after 2 minutes, he leaves. weird. anyway, after that, me and jenni get ready to go to "la posada magica" which was a play that SPANISH CLUB arranged to go see. it was ALOT better than i imagined and was really fun to watch ;) plus, i got to spend quality pammy + jenni time! :) hehe. im excited and happy that people are actually involved in spanish club, and this being the first real activity of the year.. there was a REALLY GOOD turn out. :) hmm. when i came home i was DEAD tired.. which has been the trend for me lately. *sigh
well, moving onto today. (sunday)
this morning i woke up around 11. went to the market to pick up some potatoes and such. and to jack in the box to buy food for me jenni mommy and nicke. after i ate, i sat around for awhile, knowing that i should do work.. but just sat there. hmm. afterword, mommy jenni and nicke left to go to wat thai (thai buddhist temple) and they left me at home because i had plans. for a while, i just went to sleep on the couch because i was bored. blah, i should have been working. well, later, i started to work on my position paper and country profile and what not and did that until about 5:30. i was supposed to be at johnnys house at around 6:30, so i was VERY behind schedule. i finished making the mashed potatoes and wrapping mikes gift pretty late.. so i got to johnnys at about 7 o'clock. which was really my fault. but the good thing was that i was late because i got caught up in working-- which means i was working :) *hrmph.
well, at the party... wow.. i literally cried so much. it was odd. because at emotional times and stuff like that, i never really cry.. i just get the "tears swelling in your eyes" kinda thing. but, this year, just sitting there, it felt like for the first time i was realizing what a GREAT bunch of friends i have. people who will sacrifice anything and everything for me.. and like.. right now things for me are damned fucked up.. so.. just to have that reassurance is the best thing i could EVER hope for. and it didnt necessarily take me this long to realize it, but rather.. it just hit me like a tidalwave tonight.. but im glad. i truly and genuinely love my friends.. all of you: johnny, edmond, nicky, tim, mike, emierald, kristen, mona, helen, michelle. you guys are the best. and without you, my life would be nowhere near where it is now. you guys inspire me and love me even when i think i suck. :)
gee, after that, i came home at about 11 and worked until 1.. but then i got discouraged for some reason. and REALLY tired. man, back in jr year pulling all nighters was pretty easy, but this year. wow. i cant do it for the life of me. and, its kind of a well known fact that i usually dont need sleep to function. i can go to bed at 3 and still be okay in the morning. but, the thing is that its REALLY starting to get to me. and i REALLY should start trying to sleep early. but it feels like whenever i try to make a promise like this or something to myself. it NEVER turns out the way i want it to and something always comes up. but THANK GOD winter break is coming up :) im so happy. i get to spend time with people that i want to now ;) haha. hopefully, my family will be in town this time and not leave me and jenni behind. alot of times i think i take my mom for granted and even though sometimes she can say the cruelest things to my sister and me.. she really does love us. and im thankful that i realize that now... *sigh. well, this has been a long entry and i only blogged so something productive would come out of my night :P hehe. okay.. well.. off to bed now.. got LOTS of work still ahead of me.
Monday, December 9
ahh! i have a stomach ache. maybe its from eating at snack when im not used to it. hmm. well, anyway. i just realized that this friday is friday the 13th. hopefully weird things will happen! >;] man, i need some variety in my dull life. anyway, alan and michael think im into bondage now! mwahaha! >;] whatever. i just get bored easily. hmm. today, jenni woke me up 2 minutes before i was supposed to.. hrmph. that could have been 2 minutes of good sleep! >:| its okay though.
i had a feeling that today was going to be a good day. it was okay. hmm except for the fact that right now im home alone doing absolutely NOTHING when i should be doing homework. argh. i think ill take a nap! yeeah. i havent done that for awhile.
anyhow, i feel weird about things again. when i really shouldnt. feels like everyone is talking too much haha. if that makes any sense. makes me feel lonely.
today. i filled out a matchmaker survey! i really need to find myself a match.. haha >:\ and im curious as to who this electronic survey will choose for me.
hmm.. im going to go napping/mtv 2-ing yeah!
Sunday, December 8
TESTING: blogger didnt post my last blog.. :\ weird. maybe i should just wait...
yesterday was fun. me eli and liezl really had time to bond yesterday, i was happy. hmm and despite all the drama, we ended up having a really nice night :) and losing track of time! while we were talking valerie suddenly asks when they check streets for cars that are parked there.. and thats when we noticed it was already 3!
well, stuff that happend yesterday really made me think about the decisions that ive made in the past. and how theyve really affected me now, in the present.
those girls-- they really make me feel and understand that we deserve better than what we often times settle for. and for once in my life.. im beginning to look out for myself before other people, and in a way i guess its a little selfish.. but in another sense.. it is about damn time. ahhh. i sounds so corny and cliche but its really.. a sense of empowerment that i can finally make my own decisions.. hmm.. but well see how that goes. :\
argh. theres lots of stuff that i should be doing right now.. that im not..
+ 3 pos papers due on wednesday [on the whackest topics in the WORLD; no limit=4 pg min] :\
+ UPCOMING MATH TEST
+ econ test on tuesday
+ spanish quiz on tuesday
+ work things out with people! ;P
ahhhhh. i think ill go start hw now ;(
Saturday, December 7
err. im bored. ;) im going out tonight.. but until then i have nothing to do.. maybe i should call erin so we can go steal squee-geez from chevron. :D yay. something to do at least. haha and she has no life anyway... :) hehe.
well, lets think.. what to write about.. hmm.. im nervous. about where things will go.. or if what people are telling me is true. im scared.. because im not used to all this.. and im kind of.. jaded because.. i feel like when i think about it.. its been going on for a while and ive just now noticed how much its culminated to.. yes?
hmm.. this is too.. ambiguous and i dont like when i read other peoples blogs and i dont know what theyre talking about, so ill stop now.
well. staying home is NOT fun. i would like to go out, but that would require getting dressed and taking a shower.. argh. i dont want to... im lazy... and anyway, i have no one to go out with. hrmph. another lonely day for pammy. haha.. but hopefully tonight will be filled with dancing and hot boys :) mwahahaha.
"its about damn time, pammy" >;]
Friday, December 6
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! today was a very.. hmm how should i say.... eventful day.. wow. okay. first. REUNiON DAY 12/6/02 yeah! lots of fun mwahahaha! LAKERS WON! the game was muy intense! :D mike and edmond were jumping all over the house! it was fun! hahaha.. and before that.. wow! major revelations!! and me.. dude.. im GAY.. thats all i will say :) hahahah i really do love my friends! :D im glad we got time to get.. back into the groove of things i guess you could say :)
argh. as for other things im confused! hahahaha.. kristen! you know what im talking about! DAAAAAAAAAAAMNIT why am i so.. dumb.. and why am i thinking into things MUCH more than i should be. and its not about that its about that if you know what i mean! :P and why cant he be more decisive! and why do people know things before i do?! and why am i gaay?! argh! i am SUCH A GIRL! and i thought that it was BIG news... but i guess EVERYONE and their MOM knew! damn you! damnit..... argh..
hahah.. my throat hurts SO much from laughing/yelling/chips/soda :) i had a VERY good friday! and cotillion practice was actually quite productive today.. hmm.. and other things.. cheered me up! yeah! ;) now.. time to veg in front of the TV.. XP
Thursday, December 5
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okay. i tried to start this entry like 3 times.. and i cant figure out what to say. well, i am bored. lately ive been bored alot. just feels like evreryday.. i come home. and do nothing. then go to tedious school and sit there and die. everyday. thats awful. i need major change in my life. the last major change was my haircut! hahaha.. thats lame. well.. lets think...
this year.. hmmm.. i really want alot of things to happen.. but i just cant seem to make myself go out and do them. im not very ambitious. i know it sounds idealistic lazy.. but sometimes i just wait for things to come to me.. it kind of makes me feel like good things happen to good people.. you know what i mean? but.. at the same time.. i get this overwhelming good guys finish last kind of feeling... and its true.. i always get jipped. and sometimes i think that i really dont deserve any good things. thats kind of dysfunctional. but its true. thats why i dont know how to take complements.. its hard for me to .. accept things i guess.. so... basically i want things.. but i never really feel deserving of them until i am VERY convinced.. hrm. especially in relationships.. i never really feel deserving of care.. man. but you know.. ive been through a lot of shit that i really dont need to deal with anymore.. now im just trying to have fun ya know? and at the same time.. just feel .. hmm good. i guess.. i dont know.. i dont know anything! im very indecisive. and very misleading...
before.. i used to pretend alot.. pretend that things were okay when they really werent.. and now.. i guess im so used to acting that i dont really know how i feel sometimes. i have to constantly ask myself.. do i really want this or that. and i ALWAYS ALWAYS second guess myself. thats why its really hard for me to trust other people.. but right now.. i feel optomistic about other people/relationships.. i mean.. im looking forward to stuff.. which is a good thing.. and something that i havent done in a long time. hmm.. i guess i just have to keep my head up.. and think of pammy! ;P
argh. on another note... i found out the winter formal theme! "a moment like this" i think its very corny :) something good for a dance then ;) hmm. ive never been to a winter formal in all of my years of high school.. but this one seems like.. well.. not seems like but is one that requires a date *hrmph. and to be honest.. the dance that i had the MOST fun at was one where i went by myself. hmm. but i guess a close second would be last years sadies :) haha.. but i was dying.. like when i went to jays... i had a major headache and threw up when i went home! but.. hmm. yes.. but that is a secret that i never told anyone mwhaha. but i did have fun.. hmm.. i dont know.. i just dont want this dance to be crappy.. or a reluctant attempt to go to a dance that will end up being a waste of money.. you know? and.. i guess.. hMmm i dont know.. too much thinking required. hc was fun.. but i dont know.. just.. okay ya know? argh. too much blabbing for the pam..
Tuesday, December 3
okay. today. hmm. it was a good day for me. starting from the waaaaaaaaaay beginning:
i woke up at 7:07 AM! which, for me is VERY late, considering that if i dont leave the house by 7:15 - 7:20 i will NOT make it to school on time. haha *i hate being late. well, anyway! i got ready & everything reeeeeally quick!
first period wasnt too bad today. ooh that reminds me. i have to finish spanish hw! ;P second period was okay too. and third. OH MAN i actually understand math!! i think ill have an anurism! ;) an anurism of happiness.. is that possible?? ;) hmm. the rest of the day was okay too. i mean, no major complaints.
well, after school i deposited my check and called jenni because i remembered that she quit her job! *hooray. so, i picked her up and we went to sams burgers, this place by my new house ;) and ate some food. then, we went to old navy to use the 20% discount that jenni got from laura. it was awesome! i bought cooooool new stuff... a new scarf, 2 pairs of pants, and a hat! >;] which i enjoy very much. even though some people dont :) .. and jenni got 2 new skirts and a purse! were thinking of going back for more later! ;) jenni is the best sister bcuz she bought everything for me! :) wow! i thought i was gonna die!!!!!!! ... wow, this entry is much more enthusiastic and dorky than my usual mopey ones... hmmm. yes. whatever. then, we came home and i had to take a massive crap. hahahaha. after that madness, i went to the board meeting where i fell into a coma and only got up about an HOUR later to hear scotts 2 min. speech! XP ... it was quite possibly the longest hour of my life. but on the plus side, i know the new executive officers of the board meeting. :) blah blah blah. now im home. and i havent started any of my hw. but thats okay! bcuz i understand math! :) yeeeeeeeah! argh. i need to wear my retainer tomorrow hahaha.. lispy pammy. bcuz i have ortho appointment @ 4! blaaaaaah! okay. time to read!
Monday, December 2
ahhhhhhhhhh! i decided just now to re-open my blog ;) yeeeeah! mwahah im excited. well. what to talk about?? nothing! isnt that ironic?? i dont even think i remember how to use this thing. thank god for templates. ;) so. i guess for now ill just fill it with pointless things i must do this week/month.
monday, december 2
� spanish club mtg @ lunch; room 701
� make invatations for "staff breakfast"
� watch "incubus:morning view sessions" on much music!
� holiday office decorations (@ 3:45)
� wait for maria to pick up check @ 5:00 PM
� STUDY FOR MATH! >:\ finish ALL past hw!
tuesday, december 3
� review subjunctive for espanol
� china reading quiz on wednesday
� group test for english diction analysis
� quad bulletin board new due date list!!
� STUDY FOR MATH
wednesday, december 4
� late start day ;)
� icc meeting
� partner test for english
� STUDY FOR MATH
thursday, december 5
� i turn 17½ today!
� spanish club officer mtg(?)
� STUDY FOR MATH
friday, december 6
� go out! ;)
� econ chapter 14 test!
� cotillion practice! @ dianas; after school
� christmas shopping!
yeeeeeeeeeeeah ;) wow lots to do. that i probably wont do/wont get around to/wont study for. doh. its senior year though! ahh.. i cant believe it. im a senior. hmm... ;)
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