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name: pamela
gender: girl
ethnicity: thai; asian-american
birthday: june 5, 1985
location: norwalk, ca
occupation: student @ CHS
hobbies: singing, doodle-ing, reading harry potter, webpage designing, watching movies, driving, etc.
interests: boys, food, sleeping, music [incubus/hoobastank/etc.]
mood: 
im introverted with those i dont know; im a good liar; i hate choreographed dancing; i used to be a teenybopper *mMm bsb!; i like to read maxim; my parents are divorced; my favorite color is yellow; backwards my name is alemap ;)
March
[Things I once a fixation for]
1. Backstreet Boys [now just a fond appreciation for ;)]
2. Cotton Candy
3. Cactus Cooler
4. Dr. Pepper
5. Taking cold showers
6. Sleeping with the lights on
7. Pepper Ann
8. Nori Furikake
last month: February [Things to do when I turn 18]
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this is where you read about my life. day to day. sounds exciting doesnt it?
Sunday, June 9
{PS "When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy." -Anon.}
"Everything is changing rapidly, for better or worse who can tell. But at least I know there are some things that will remain the same; the fact that I have a strong structure of friends that I know I can count on, and I hope they know they can count on me for whatever I can do."
"Who are your Family?: ED, PAM, NEIL, MONA, KRISTEN, MIKE, TIM, & EMRI"
:: and thats why you guys are awesome :)
havent blogged in a VERY long time. curious.
seemingly, i have gone through numerous changes... i am now 17 years old. {woo} i dont feel different.. to be frankly honest... my birthday kind of sucked this year.. it wasnt that i didnt get a lot of material possesions or some kind of recognition for my birthday.. it was that it didnt feel like it was my birthday.. i think it kind of creeped up on everyone at the last minute.. and with the choir show and everything coming up.. it kind of felt like.. it just wasnt a special day... and on top of that.. i think my mom forgot it was my birthday.. or, at least if she didnt forget, she sure acted like it.. the first thing she said to me was.. *why dont you ever clean the house... you guys live like pigs* and with that she stormed off.. i dont really get to see my mom, much less spend quality time with her... so.. that was kind of upsetting for me... my dad gave me a birthday card thorugh... thanks.....
hmm.. maybe im just being spoiled.. but it feels like.. i should have felt really good on my birthday-- not a good feeling that was evoked by the social recognition of it being my birthday, but rather... something inside me that felt good about being another year older... i didnt feel that this year.. and it kind of scares me..
i kept thinking about all the other priorities i had.. and it was disheartening because.. if anything i should have had time for myself.. time to celebrate me... not be second place.... but.. i guess.. theres always next year..
hmm.. hut called me on my birthday.. just wanted to say thanks ;) and for the text too :)
ive been debating the possibility of finding a new boyfriend... sounds good.. haha.. possible candidates as of now are not people of aquaintence but rather, celebrity :)
*sigh.. this week will be VERY hectic... schedule is as follows:
Misc.
» ASB meeting-- next years master calendar/ASB camp plans?
» Officer Meeting for Spanish Club *MANDATORY*
Monday, June 10
» rough draft of trig project due
» grapes of wrath study guide//quiz
» ticket money for choir show
Tuesday, June 11
» final draft of poetry explication and research analysis due
» part I of trig final
» day 1 of spanish oral finals
Wednesday, June 12
» part II of trig final
» day 2 of spanish oral finals
Thursday, June 13
» day 3 of spanish oral finals
» jennis last day of high school//GRAD night
Friday, June 14
» sleeeeeeeeeep for @ least 13 hours ;)
*sigh
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