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this is where you read about my life. day to day. sounds exciting doesnt it?
Monday, May 27
on saturday.. we went to disneyland instead of california adventure.. it was SO much fun though. and it was good for all, or most of us at least, to be together. hmm.. i dont know how to say i feel bad, sincerely.. bcuz mona was right.. for some reason the boys act differently towards her.. but maybe its because they havent known her as long or in the same way theyve known us... i dont know.. but its like.. i know im not the one leaving her out, but i am at the same time bcuz im not doing or saying anything about it... and being left out is the worst feeling in the entire world.. its like you dont belong somewhere youre trying so hard to fit into.. *sigh, but at the same time you cant make someone feel differently towards another person... i dont know.. im sorry mona..
so, i am going to prom.. :) yay! victor, michaels friend, asked me.. it was the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me..
at lunch that day, michael was telling me to go to prom with him and i thought he was kidding... but i guess he wasnt. he asked me where i would be later that afternoon and i said PCN practice.. so that was the end of it. later, at PCN michael comes into the room and says 'go outside pamela' and theres victor sitting on a bench strumming his guitar. when i walk over, he starts playing a song that he wrote, and in it.. he asks me to prom :) i almost cried.. hehe and today im going dress shopping!! ;) double yay.
well, yesterday, my mom told me about her friend, cathy. sadly, her husband suddenly died in a car accident.. and her daughter-- who is my age-- is in critical condition and lost all the fingers on her right hand.... her son was thrown clear out of the car, but is okay, and the driver who hit them is untouched.... its just like.. a slap of reality.. shows us how much we all take our lives for granted... i pray for their strength...
Tuesday, May 21
hmm.. been busy lately.. the most exciting news: im going to california adventure on saturday!! yay! *ps: happy birthday to kristen. *first in command!!* :) im glad all the MUNnners will get a chance to go out again ;)
hmm, so, AP testing was bo-oring. but it wasnt as hard as i thought it would be ... phew.
i havent blogged in a long time and ironically i have nothing to say. possibly because AP english is over.. ive deleted all writing knowledge *or lack thereof* from my brains ;) mwahaha! *and phloem and xylem can go to hell after SAT II's on june 1. *hmm.. ive saddened myself...
so, boo-urns. feels like everyones going to prom but me. but its not like i really want to go.. i just want to be coooool! haha. but really, i think i just want to get dressed up. maybe ill have my own prom. god damnit. but first id need a dress. and a fake date. oh my.. im scaring myself.
well, im signing up for some summer class at cerritos college... they are GAAAAY! they sent me my registration stuff (which includes my appointment date to sign up for classes on it) on friday [may 17] and on the paper it says my appointment is thursday, may 16 *what the hell?! ;\ i guess thats what you get for public education.... hmm and did you know that it costs 40 bucks to process a form for FINANCIAL AID?! ;\ as jesse says "they sure know how to rip people off"
man. i NEEEEEED to watch fushigi yugi thats the best anime ever!! ;\ ahh... i love tamahome.. ;)
soooo, my birthday is in T minus 15 days... :) yay no more sweet sixteen.. hello rated R movies!! :) mwahaha. i feel like a baby still :)
sigh* i have choir rehersal practically EVERYDAY after school.. boo-urns. and tomorrow i have an orthodontist appointment. and im not wearing my retainers right now.. mwahaha dr.crandall can kiss my jagged toothed aaaaass!! :)
Monday, May 6
i think i have a cavity on my right molar ;( boo-urns. well, my eyeballs are burning because i just woke up from a nappy *yay. well, APs are coming up. and i know i am destined to fail.. rather sad..
on a happier note.. i got a new phone ;) yay. 3390 you are mine >;\ damn. i am so materialistic.. but in essence everyone is. ugh. im going to not try to be all holy-er than thou...
hmm.. kinda worried about johnny.. he doesnt seem to be his usual self.. personally, i dont like when people say that to me.. bcuz most people dont even know my "usual self" so.. nix that... johnny doesnt seem to be as happy and light hearted as he seems the majority of the time... i know something is wrong.. but i cant say what.. he seems to have distanced himself from alot of us... but i guess he needs time..
hmm.. speaking of distance.. our whole MUN group kind of distanced ourselves from eachother... i guess... its kind of inevitable but heartwrenching at the same time. something that you know is going to happen but loathe at the same time.. bitter sweet.
on saturday, early in the morning, my great aunt passed away. she was a beautiful person. she dedicated her money, time and her life basically to this very small thai temple about 20 min from my house.. she lived a long and full life, though. she was 94 years old... may she rest in peace and know she is missed and always thought of..
i dont really know what to say.. i should be studying for my AP bio final... doing spanish and math homwork.. and cleaning the house.. woe is me
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